Break Me Out by The Rescues

but even when our hopes gives way to reality
and we finally have to surrender to the truth
it just means we’ve lost today’s battle
not tomorrow’s war .
- - -> listen to Grey's




Grey's 20th episode in Season 5 is by far the most heart-wrenching ever!
and this song is perfect for the ending of 'Sweet Surrender' ^_^

~ had a good cry

never settle for 'just good'

when it could be worth much more.
i try to always keep that in mind in my everyday life decision making.
of course it's exhausting.
sometimes too much, to think and do.
always seem to derailed from being the best of me.
but i can rest when i'm dead.
life have so much more to give, while i am still here.

Enjoy 'I'm Not Over' by Carolina Liar.


~ packing for grandparents weekend.

Wicked Betty! Uno, Dos, Tres. Jump.

my left shoulder blade throbbing with pain. muscle pain i reckon. either its due to wrong sleeping posture OR that i held Irfan too much.huhu..

2nd weekend of Eid Mubarak! yey to tht. ^_^
I'm waiting for few stuff to arrive.
1. Shipment from New Zealand.
2. Autographed EP by Andrew Belle who's been wonderful for messaging me and signing it for me too. ^_^
3. CDs from the US and UK.
4. Application forms from varies colleges/uni
5. Kebayas dari Bandung!
6. London keychains.

It hit me! I, really want to do the opposite of waiting.
"Even with one shoulder!"

I watched Ugly Betty Season 2.
3 things i got from that :

Numero Uno
The WICKED theatre was in the show! (Episode 6, Season 2) I went to see it too! The WICKED Musical at Apollo Victoria London with the new London cast! It was brilliant.

http://www.wickedthemusical.co.uk/

Elphaba (Alexia Khadime-new) Gosh her voice! Goooooosebumps.
Alexia Cast Page link

Short Finale of Defying Gravity



Longer recording of Defying Gravity

Glinda (Sarah Earnshaw-standby) was hilarious! lol...Gaaaa...lin. daaaa...toss toss lol!
Sarah Earnshaw Cast Page link

But dang, didnt get the CD. stupid me. huh!

Numero Dos
I'm not really a fan of the show but I admire Betty's "didn't care" attitude and determination during an execution. Brilliant confidence.

Also Mr.Suarez wonderful quotes :

"You just need to search deep inside and then take a deep breath. Jump."
- Episode 18, Season 2.

"Can't you see?You're doing it now.Growing up isn't about making the right decision. It's about dealing with the decision you've made.And picking yourself up.It's not easy.But I know you Betty. You can do it. But right now. These things. This moment. This. Is Growing Up."
- Episode 1, Season 3.

awwwwww...*sniff* Mr.Suarez! You rule! lol.

Numero Tres
Finally it got me hooked to JUMP by Madonna. i never thought i would actually like a song from her- no matter how fab she is as a performer or radio-friendly her songs are.
But I'm making an exception to this one.

DVD Tour Video of Jump by Madonna link

~ defying my own gravity, Jump ~

Window and Words

There's a window in our heart.
There's a window inside.
But to remain closed, is it still a window,
without the View?

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Kate Voegele with "Kindly Unspoken"
(as heard in One Tree Hill)
As high as the moon | So high were my spirits | When you sang out my name
And coming from you | It was enough just to hear it | Oh, it rang like the bells did today
But even the sturdiest ground | Can shift and can tremble and let us fall down

Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion | And silence speaks louder than words
It's lucky I'm clever | If I didn't know better
I'd believe only that which I'd heard

In the days of my folly | I followed your lead | I did what Simon Said to do
But I won't let melancholy | Play me for a fool | Oh, no I'm on my way somewhere new
And as far as your lack of something to say |
Well, to tell me goodbye there was no better way

So don't keep me up till the dawn | With words that'll keep leading me on
I know much better than to wait for an answer from you

Packing Blues and Tinglers!!!

Yup.The day after 2moro..bye Malaysia, and hello New Zealand.
well, for just 10 days. :) so today, i started packing. and it was raining the whole night.
(again...I Love Rain!)
when i was driving out earlier, i imagined what if each drop is like this tingling creature tht can make u tingle inside. and these "Tinglers" can make us feel alive sometimes.hmm...
(waah! found my next writing!)
so next when i came home, i remember the song i explored yesterday.
The Swedish band, The Perishers. and i fell in love with "Sway".
its now playing non-stop in my mind.haha...
Sway+Tinglers = something new...soon.

oh i do want to update on wat i did last saturday.
I became an MC for MSU for the International Book Fair 2008 at PWTC.
my god! there's a lot of ppl. n me talking????hahahahaha...weird.
i was supposed to dance. but i cldnt, due to my tight schedule with my new business wit my aunt. but my fren really need my help...so there i was...babbling.
phewww! i think i did ok - for my 1st time!!!! insane.

thts it for now. Enjoy SWAY u humans!!!

!

Let There Be Morning (2005)

http://www.theperishersmusic.com/

I talk to you as to a friend
I hope that’s what you’ve come to be
It feels as though we’ve made amends
Like we found a way eventually

It was you who picked the pieces up
When I was a broken soul
And then glued me back together
Returned to me what others stole

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
Iwill not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

I look at you and see a friend
I hope that’s what you wanna be
Are we back now where it all began?
Have you finally forgiven me?

You gathered my dreams in
When they all blew away
And then tricked them back into me
You saved me I was almost dead

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

I don’t wanna hurt you
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore...

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

~loving my Tinglers,really really do~

Black Roses Red : Rory and Logan

This song is from the movie 'Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants', and i really love it.
So instead the usual sharing, i try making my first video taken from Gilmore Girls Season 5, based on the beginning of the relationship between Rory and Logan.
They begin as colleague in the Yale Newspaper then agreed to a "college dating" (which means they can date others too), and end just before they start the real deal.
(I'll make the 2nd part when i have the time n the song)
Oh well, if you want to know more, watch GG.hahaha...
Hope y'all enjoy watching it as much as i enjoyed making it!

Can I ask you a question please
Promise you won't laugh at me
Honestly I'm standing here

Afraid I'll be betrayed.

As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreams
So let in the morning light and let the darkness fade away
c/o
Can you turn my black roses red?
Can you turn my black roses red?

Drowning in my loneliness
How long must I hold my breath
So much emptiness inside I could fill the deepest sea
I reach to the sky as the moon looks on
One last year has come and gonne
It's time to let your love rain down on me

Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz
I'm feelin like I'll blame it on love (x6)

Can you turn my black roses red? (x3)
Cuz I'm feelin like I'll blame in on love
I'm feeling like I'll blame it on love (until fades)

love,
You Jump,I Jump Jack!

Keywords :Alana Grace, Gilmore Girls, OST Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

Pirates!Arr!+Classic Rock+Pop/Blues+Earth Humble Guy

i wasn't really inspired much by music lately.
my PC is always numb without any players open and made the silence in my room very appealing and relaxed for my brain to function freely.
well,in other words..i was busy DA ing!tee-hee...absorbing arts,photography,and strangers in the chat room.
So what to update in this lovely blog of mine?
Well of course new tracks to recommend.

Jensen Ackles as Dean in Supernatural

Let's start with Classic Rock!
Supernatural influence hit me hard man.So since i love Jensen Ackles in tht show n love the fact that they use classic rock,i love it even more.
Rock becoming more complicated nowadays, but listening back to the simple hardcore guitar solo?
mesmerizing..n can never bore.

Here's few tracks tht i have spin 10 times straight woot!
1. Highway to Hell by AC/DC
2. Fell on Black by Soundgarden
3. Allright now by Free
4. Walk Away by Joe Walsh
5. Black Hole Sun by Soundgarden
6. Back in Black AC/DC

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Moving on to New Pop Rock/Blues sound by a Scottish! and very catchy!
so far the album is quite good for a laid back Sunday
lyrical wise?it will make your mind wonder off i promise tht!

Official Website here
Track : New Shoes

Woke up cold one tuesday, i'm looking tired and feeling quite sick, i felt like there was something missing in my day to day life, so i quickly opened the wardrobe, pulled out some jeans and a T-Shirt that seemed clean, topped it off with a pair of old shoes,
that were ripped around the seams, and i thought these shoes just don't suit me.

c/o Hey, I put some new shoes on, and suddenly everything is right, I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and everybody's smiling, it so inviting, Oh, short on money, but long on time, slowly strolling in the sweet sunshine, and i'm running late, and i dont need an excuse, 'cause i'm wearing my brand new shoes.

Woke up late one thursday, and i'm seeing stars as i'm rubbing my eyes, and i felt like there were two days missing, as i focused on the time, and i made my way to the kitchen, but i had to stop from the shock of what i found, a room full of all my friends all dancing round and round, and i thought hello new shoes, byebye blues. Take me wandering through these streets, where bright lights and angels meet, stone to stone they take me on, im walking till the break of dawn. Take me wondering through these streets
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what's next aye..arr!arr!haha..
Pirates of the Caribbean 3 : At World's End of course!
GUYS!!!Go get those hands on their Soundtrack!
Hans Zimmer had made his most admirable work ever in here.
I can't get enough of Track 13 : Drink Up Me Hearties!!!!!
it tightens my heart everytime i hear it and almost cried at times!Even my sister feel the same way too.huhu..here check it out

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and to close this time Music Feature, i have a little story behind it too.
Earth Humble Guy = a musician named Dave Madden-click 2 go to his page added me in myspace.Not that it is uncommon,not at all. But the fact is, his music is the first one that did captured my attention besides Arctic Monkeys.
I have a go to his page, send him a comment, and he replied back!!!
So yesterday, i found him in Youtube, so here check this humble guy if you want :)


much love & peace,
Silence Appreciator

Free To Be Yourself, Free to be Together

Farewell Gilmore Girls.
Too little too late referring to my discovery of actually liking the show.
It was fresh drama,but most importantly its about family and love of community.
I think with all the cool futuristic show we have now,GG is not one of them and yet i think its necessary for me to have a dose of humanity right close to home bound.
Well,GG Season 8 still in discussion although it may be only Gilmore Girl.
GG has a soap opera material without the cheap cheekiness.So long live GG,i hope.

2006, some of the WB and UPN shows picked out and put into a new US network CW.I'm not pro-US,but its just an info i encounter which bring me to my next fun bits.

SO The New CW (C = CBS (owner of UPN) + W = Warner Bros) had their launch party in LA with all the 69 stars up Together on stage.
Wanna see that???Here's the 1 min vid


They had Green Carpet rather than Red, cause Green is the CW color.
They had Kryptonite Drinks from Smallville Bar.
Jensen Ackles from Supernatural was silly as usual in his interview.
I love him!hahaha...and here's the few 'green stars'


more photos here

Here's The New CW TV Promo
Song : Here I Come by Fergie ( I love this song!)


Song : Everybody Wants You by Damones (rock chic rules!)


1999 WB TV Promo 'Faces of the WB'
Song : Crawl by Thisway (1999)

Faces I remember,I'll still see,And places in a memory,hold on to me I can't wait to crawl out of my shell,Promises tell me in a thousand ways, Movin on forever,Livin' life this way,And i can't wait to crawl,I can't wait at all,I can't wait to crawl,Cuz if I wait too long,How am I ever gunna reach my destination?,And now I know the time has come,It's all right here yeah,It's all so clear to me,Eyes that open slowly,It's so hard to see,I've never seen an angel,But I'm trying to believe,And I can't wait to crawl,I can't wait at all,I can't to crawl,I can't wait anymore,I can't wait anymore,I can't wait anymore

and the rest of WB Promo Video Links
i love them all,especially 2002 n 2005

2000 WB Promo The Night is Young
song : Oh,What a Night remix by Vitamin C

2002 WB Promo Who Do You Love
song : Who Do You Love remix from The Romantics 1970s

2004 WB Promo The First Decade
song : Ride by The Vines

2005 WB Promo Image Campaign
song : Keep On Rising by Bent Fabric

whoever wonder why the heck i do this all?im bored and it all came out from the GG finale effect.huhu..Plus,i love all the songs, so i thought of sharing it again.
I recall Roswell and Buffy was once my fav tv show too.
yeah,yeah im a tv freak.hahahaha...
actually,i havent sit down infront of my tv for 3 weeks now..weird.
anyway,hope u guys enjoyed it all.

Be Yourself!Be Together!
~Peace n much Love~

Keywords : Bent Fabric, Damones, Fergie, The Romantics, The Vines, Thisway, Vitamin C

Running Away by Midnight Hour

a cool sad rock song,performed in the TV Series Ghost Whisperer Season 2 Episode 9 : The Curse of the 9th by an acting band
ENJOY!

MidnightHourWebsite

Don't lie and say that it's OK
It's alright here, there's nothing more to say
So I'm running away
I'm leaving this place
Yeah, I'm running away
I'm running away

Don't tell me, I don't want to play
It's too late for you to make me stay
No, I won't stay
So I'm running away
I'm leaving this place
Yeah, I'm running away
I'm running away

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today
And I, I'll never let you find me
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back
And I don't want to hear your reasons
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away

I'm running away
I'm leaving this place
Yeah, I'm running away
I'm running away

Videos Links
Ghost Whisperer Act Band

Keywords : Midnight Hour, OST Ghost Whisperer

Featured Songs from Smallville

I love TV shows featured songs especially the ones i'm hooked on for now.
I've been following TV tunes for some time now,and i can see why.
It made the emotional scenes piercingly achy and the whole mood of each episode unite.
Picking background music for a tv show now breed new genre that gives the audience another "kick in the stomach" of what the real taste of the story is.
For instance,you will never ever forget the Theme Song of CSI?
am i right or am i right?
But tht's for another day babble session.(Grey's Anatomy!)

Tonite i'm compiling a few of really good songs that i like to share.
Heck i have loads of favs frm various shows,but now here's to SMALLVILLE!
Just because i'm on edge following the Season 6, All Grown Up and Figure!
Lana Lang married Lex Luthor - knew it!

Back to tracks , have a go listening to these favs of mine :

Season 6

1. Heavenly day by Patty Griffin
lovely love song

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2. Ache by James Carrington
sad song, irresistible chorus line "have i told you i ache.."

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3. You could be happy by Snow Patrol
it's like Snow Patrol

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4. High and Low by Greg Laswell
expect 'Coldplay'

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Season 5

1. Angels or Devils by Dishwalla
pop rock band tune

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2. All Jacked Up by Gretchen Wilson
up tempo country y'all

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Other Side of the World || KT Tunstall

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

***c/o***
The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me
********

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

*c/o

Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

*c/o

Worry About You by IVY

Bye bye baby.
Don't be long.
I'll worry about you while you're gone.
Bye bye baby.
Don't be long.
I'll worry about you while you're gone.

I'll think of you in my dreams.
You'll never know just what you mean to me.....
....to me.

Bye bye baby.
Don't be long.
I'll worry about you while you're gone.
Bye bye baby.
Don't be long.
I'll worry about you while you're gone.

I'll think of you night and day.
I'll never know just what you meant to say....
....to say











**not really the shortest lyric.This video n the song is one of my all time fav.The vid is an inspiring illusions.IVY is a NY pop band formed in 1994.You'll praise it,if u enjoyed mellowy voice.Firstly i knew the band through Roswell Soundtrack,a track which is also one of their single 'Edge of the Ocean'.Im also 90% sure,its also in Grey's Anatomy's OST too.oh well..want to know more?thnk goodie-their website**






OFFICIAL WEBSITE--> http://thebandivy.com

You Dance by Eastmountainsouth

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I won't face another day
I won't wait until tomorrow
I won't spend another night without you
let me carry you away
let me wake you every morning
let me wander every day beside you

'cause you dance in my head,
in my heart,
in my everything
you belong

you won't worry 'bout a thing
you can sleep a little longer
you can dream another dream beside me
I could walk another road
I could sing another sad song
but I could never make it home without you

'cause you dance in my head,
in my heart,
in my everything
you belong

'cause you dance in my head,
in my heart,
in my hands

Album: Eastmountainsouth (2003)
Website: http://www.eastmountainsouth.com/

Keywords : OST One Tree Hill

Breathe (2am) by Anna Nalick

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2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake

can you help me unravel my latest mistake

I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season

Yeah we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes

Like they have any right at all to critisize

hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track

we're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass,glued to the table

No one can find the rewind button girl

So cradle your head in you hands

and breathe, just breathe,Woah breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss

Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist

Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year

Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while

But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles

Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it

Cause you can't jump the track

we're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

No one can find the rewind button boys

So cradle your head in your hands

and breathe, just breathe,Woah breathe, just breahte

There's a light at each end of this tunnel

you shout cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out

These mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again

If you only try turning around

2 AM and I'm still awake writing a song

If I get it all down on paper, its no longer

inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to

And i feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd

Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud

And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Cause you can't jump the track

we're like cars on a cable,And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table

No one can find the rewind button now

Sing it if you understand

and breathe, just breathe

woah breathe, just breathe,oh breathe, just breathe

Album: Wreck of the Day (2005)

Website: http://www.annanalick.com/
Keywords : OST Grey's Anatomy

Begin by Ben Lee

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I'm walking down broadway

Each foot step is a new love letter

I'm trying to make eye contact

With each and every stranger that I pass

Thinking about the city

It's living proof people need to be together

I'm thinking about how I just want to open up

And give and give and give

And it's ok for you to care

Cause I can feel you in the air

And while you wonder how's this gonna end?

I only want it to begin

I'm thinking about desire

I've had to learn how to sin successfully

I'm thinking about bliss

And bliss is all dressed up

And there's no one to dance with

Remembering her smile and the nuclear bomb

And the reasons I loved her

Walking through Central Park

I'm in a foriegn country and I'm waiting for a sign

That it's ok for you to care

Cause I'm not going anywhere

And while you wonder if you should let me in

I only want it to begin

I'm still singing

Twisting new melodies, breaking arrangements

Thinking about my heart

I guess you've heard, sometimes it's heavy

But I just keep moving

When I hit a wall, I look up at the sky

I'm thinking about my maker

In spite of all this I know she won't give up on me

And its ok for you to care

Cause I can taste you everywhere

While it's true All straight things must bend

I only want it to begin

I only want it to begin

I only want it to begin

I only want it to begin

Album : Awake is the New Sleep (2005)

Website: http://www.ben-lee.com/
Keywords : OST Grey's Anatomy