The End of Harry : The Deathly Hollows

it matter so little that i knew beforehand,although accidently, that Harry Potter married Ginny Weasley in the last book of Rowling.

I finished it in two days.In fact,just read the last sentence for the first time, "All was well.", 5 minutes ago.

I felt like i had grown with Harry through his course of life as the Boy Who Lived, and Chosen.

But i dont want to express thoughts on all,just the last book.

I found it that i finally understands Harry's world as merely the courage of a person to live. Which he extraordinary managed to keep doing without fail since young age.Most teenagers in reality,chose the easy way out.Taking path that promises nothing good.That lead the pain,become the excuse to simply stop trying to live better.

Deathly Hollows,although,excruciating full of pains and suffering,i could only understand little how to lose someone we love to death.That even though, it seems after a number of deaths, its unbearable, but honestly made life full of meaning. That the love ones that still alive,that we who is well n alive, are the ones, still in need to live.

I felt at times i wanted to throw the book on the wall.At times,i felt like my heart wanted to scream so much but when its ready to explode,the world fall flat.Frustrating indeed.And by the end,its perfectly clear,that humans are capable to live for love.
Love that embodied such bigger meaning than our own gain.
At the same time,it is our right to have it,to feel it,to find it.

Friends,families,even in enemies,lies the grey.
That with love, lights can flick even in the darkest heart.
what tested us,is the thing we choose to love.

Love of powers over others?
Self-love by comparing others as less equal?
Love towards pain?Love towards courage?
or Love for one another?

In more matured perspective,life is full of love.
As far as im concern,it lives in me.
As strong as this is, i think i can somehow manage to step forward.
Cause,after everything, Allah had promised the eternity life for those who fight for Allah's way,
that "All was well", in the end.

What a revelation!