made (taken from Myspace blog)

13.11.07
11.40pm
some say..it is the life that makes a person.
~ like the land we live,the culture we follow.

some believe..its really up to the ones to make a difference.
~like the struggle to learn,to protest against.

some hoped..that others who care for them to turn things around when they could not.
~like sick n dying people,less privileged.

how do we make ourself - is it really entirely up to us?
or is it the duty of everyone around us to beat the life into us?

i know that it is really the question of balance of both.
but when we are thrown into a situation where we know no one can help us, or that the people around us does not want to change for better.

what then?
do we stand and shine in the middle while we are surrounded by mud-people.
do we dug deep, try not to mind the dirt of others, just to help them clean.
or really we are too,sinking, in different boat.

i try not to care so much of what life throws at me.
coz when i do, its unbearable at times.
so i try to stand aside, but it made me selfish.
to try n stand in the middle, eventually i get stuck.

the simplest answer to this is to get a New Life.
and that my friend is possible, if u have the guts and no heart to throw everything and everyone away for good.
can u?

so this is what i make out of this moment.
to laugh and cry when i could.
to be brave n scared when i could.
to love n hate when i could.

coz whenever i could do all these i can see what i am made of
a human who will never stop questioning.
and tht is a sign that i am not superior. Allah is.

Listening to : HP Order of the Phoenix Soundtrack