For my kind of UK that i knew

WONDERFUL
by Chantal Kreviazuk

I'm alone in this life
And these old jeans are too tight
And now I can't pick my feet off the floor
I try to laugh but I cry
My dignity's undignified
I guess i'm really on my own

Love is like a little boy
No I'm not paranoid
But I'm onto you yeah yeah
Well I'm not seventeen
And I don't wanna be
So why am I hiding?

[Chorus:]
Is it too late to call you on the phone
Too late to tell you I'm alone
I wanna wake you from another lonely night
Is it too late to wonder where you are
Too late to hold you in my arms
Cause if you're looking for wonderful
I'm wonderful

I'm a very simple girl
And I don't fit into this world
The city lights leave me in a daze
And even though we've never met
You know what I'm trying to forget
Some things you can never change
[Chorus]

I'm underneath
Underneath
I'm underneath
I'm underneath

Good Feeeeeel'a'ng!

Thats how it goes. Good Things Comes to an End.
It obviously meant that when things are good! Enjoy!
Deserve it. :)

Yeah, my UK trip was excellent. Im having trouble catching up to all my memories, thoughts,emotional absorption and organizing defining words to describe the whole experience.
Its like stuffing too many jelly beans into a clear long vase where the top cover is missing under the mountain of jelly beans next to it!
Make sense?hahaha...
and yes, i did ate jelly beans there!

Love IT! thats as short as i can say to express myself on the 3 weeks UK venture.

Near the end of the journey, during our long drive down from Scotland to London, i love Nina for letting me hear the Queens of the Stone Age! Gosh! where have i been all these years!
apela Nina! sampai hati..lambat gile nk share! now our Korn days are even! ^_^
concert!concert!hehe..

my inspiration replica! BUFFY!!!!!!!!

more stories later.
~ to be continued ~

Sisters, You're A Gem

Always There

© Rachel S. Lengefeld

I'll always be here through thick and thin
You can come to me, I'll listen
I'm your friend, I won't push you away
When you need a hug, my arms are wide open
When you need to talk, I have an open ear
Your growing up and getting older
Know that I'm always here, I'm not going anywhere
Wherever you are, I'm there with you
You’re in my heart and my prayers
Just know I'm here, because I truly care
You’re my sister, you mean so much
Don't want to see you hurt or cry
I'll wipe the tears, I'll get rid of your fears
Want to see you grow up and achieve
Just believe, have faith
You can do anything
You’re beautiful inside and out
You’re smart and very talented
You’re many things, but most all, you’re my sister
I believe in you and know that I'll never stop loving you.

p.s: can't wait to see Alexis in the movie, n i miss u SIS! xxo

~ in artistic mood ~

For Me

There are things you can't change and you can't have them back once its lost.
Finding those that are lost is harder, and will get harder as time goes by.
Within the time frame thats been given to us, we choose what we keep and what we let go.
In return, in this temporary life, we learn to get by along with the pain of it.
In space where you can breath freely, is where you'll realize, the painful choices that you made before, had been done, based on a tiny prayer inside you.
That prayer is change for the better. And to keep on holding to whats actually real and good for your soul since that counts for not just today but forever.

ps: I MISS HOME SO BADLY! but im having a blast here in the UK. :)

Alhamdulillah, im fine ere.
Tonnes of pictures. Good frens. Cant wait to see Nina soon!

~ live now for tomorrow ~