These Hard Times by Matchbox 20

yesterday i recall a line of a song -
"why don't they understand, that someone else's pain, is not for gain."
catchy n simple :)
for the latest Hoo-Ra of my song pick.

Morning falls like rain Into the city life
There goes another night
Losing my breath in waves Knowing that every crash
is bleeding the hourglass
and taking the strife
from all our lives

Everyone keeps talking They promise you everything
But they don't mean anything
We may loose our focus There's just too many words
We're never meant to learn
And we don't feel so alive

Say goodbye, these days are gone
and we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
Through these hard times

Move your hands in circles Keeping me hypnotized
The power behind your eyes
Move around your bedroom Cursing the naked sky
You should be here tonight
But you stay alone and cry

Say goodbye, these days are gone
and we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
There's something missing You'll never feel it but you
You're gonna feel it when it's gone
When it's gone

Say goodbye, these days are gone
and we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
(hey)these Hard times (oh no now)Hard times Hard times

Say goodbye, these days are gone
Say goodbye, these days are gone
These days are gone.

and 'How Far We've Come' is another single from this Album that is just brilliant!
Kudos to the video as well.
I heard this the first time while in Wellington and fell in love with it instantly.
The album itself have terrific new tracks! Like, 'All Your Reason'.
too bad for it though since this album is really a greatest hits.
Suddenly, i remembered this is Nina's fav band!!!

~ someone who fell down on a bathroom floor yesterday ~

Total Eclipse of the Heart Fever!

so Retro! muahaha..
I declare that the song "Total Eclipse of the Heart" is officially the trip song of 2008.
"turn around.............."
Total fun and relaxing 11 days trip to Wellington, NZ, it was. :)
thnks to F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!
esp Miss Nee Nee n Miss Carrie Underwood for letting me crashed!
Miss Ah Hui for road tripping with me and got to see full rainbow!
i got to do massive catching ups. yey. :)

hv i told you?
i dont blog daily and that i found 4 white hairs tonight?!
does that mean im old or that i straighten my hair too much?!
haha..
Old age. Puh- Lease!!! Im far from it.
Which means " I have miles to go before I sleep."

I uploaded few shots into my Deviantart since yesterday.
Thanks to Mr.Krel and Mr.Emil for being a gr8 sport temaning me jalan2. :)

actually, so many thanks to shout out really. :) though i mention it like 100 times!
still, in ere its like engraving, or its not? ahaha..
I miss Netball :) but I had massive fun playing it again.
With changes that eventually comes, expected too, its a warming feeling that something valuable is never lost. :)
"In the end at what we chose to put value into,
we become who we are."

and with this thought, i bid you goodnight :)

~someone who didnt get to collect gatherings shots~

Packing Blues and Tinglers!!!

Yup.The day after 2moro..bye Malaysia, and hello New Zealand.
well, for just 10 days. :) so today, i started packing. and it was raining the whole night.
(again...I Love Rain!)
when i was driving out earlier, i imagined what if each drop is like this tingling creature tht can make u tingle inside. and these "Tinglers" can make us feel alive sometimes.hmm...
(waah! found my next writing!)
so next when i came home, i remember the song i explored yesterday.
The Swedish band, The Perishers. and i fell in love with "Sway".
its now playing non-stop in my mind.haha...
Sway+Tinglers = something new...soon.

oh i do want to update on wat i did last saturday.
I became an MC for MSU for the International Book Fair 2008 at PWTC.
my god! there's a lot of ppl. n me talking????hahahahaha...weird.
i was supposed to dance. but i cldnt, due to my tight schedule with my new business wit my aunt. but my fren really need my help...so there i was...babbling.
phewww! i think i did ok - for my 1st time!!!! insane.

thts it for now. Enjoy SWAY u humans!!!

!

Let There Be Morning (2005)

http://www.theperishersmusic.com/

I talk to you as to a friend
I hope that’s what you’ve come to be
It feels as though we’ve made amends
Like we found a way eventually

It was you who picked the pieces up
When I was a broken soul
And then glued me back together
Returned to me what others stole

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
Iwill not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

I look at you and see a friend
I hope that’s what you wanna be
Are we back now where it all began?
Have you finally forgiven me?

You gathered my dreams in
When they all blew away
And then tricked them back into me
You saved me I was almost dead

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

I don’t wanna hurt you
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore...

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

~loving my Tinglers,really really do~

My fav Songwriter Talks

The words he chosed to say...love em. :)
Plus, coz of this particular video, Jon said he's been working with one of the Nickelcreek!!!!
I never knew! coz like Nickelcreek was my last year obsession!
Their songs are brilliantly written!
~ We are drawn into what we feel.~ This is one of my proof. :)

Enjoy! Jon in an interview for the
Writer's Symposium By The Sea at Point Loma Nazarene University, Feb 6,2008.
The Song : War in My Blood, Southbound Train.

Jon's a Magnet

Current obsession : The Moon is A Magnet by Jon Foreman.
Current fuel : The OC every 2.30am & Coffee everyday/ once in 2 days.
I couldn't sleep since last week, not after 3.30am and then can only wake up by 10am.
Afterwards, days been hectic every minute. Here there.
With the current biz project, hobby stuff, friends, family, sister, writings, crushes, up to NZ - soon.
Im just in love with this song :)
u can listen to it in this page, on the left - odeo player!

The moon is a magnet
Everyone's at it
Everyone's had it
Love is a sadness
Love is a madness
We are the addicts

What are we
If we're not in love?
What are we
If we're not in love?
These are the cages
A kiss is contagious
It will betray us all
A kiss will betray us all

Somebody told me
That everyone's phony
'Til somebody's lonely
I hope that you're lonely
I hope that you're only
Waiting to phone me

What are we
If we're not alone?
What are we
If we're not alone?
These are the cages
A kiss is contagious
It will betray us all
A kiss will betray us all

The moon is a magnet
Everyone's at it
Everyone's had it

~ someone who wonder what kind of magnet she is ~

Raining Season Friend

1. The Cure for the Pain
2. Southbound Train
3. Lord, Save me from myself.
4. Equally Skilled
5. The Moon is a Magnet
6. My Love Goes Free

" it will be a lot to run away....it will be a lot..it will be a lot...it will be a lot to run away"
" what are we, if we're not in love. what are we, if i'm not alone."
One of my favourite Lyricist, ever!!!

SCREEEEEECHHHHH.....STOP!
scratch the different religion. neither this cool dude can take away my faith.
but listening to this EP, he got talent to write one of the most sincere human feelings-
and its damn beautiful.
right to the core of his work, i think its only a human desire questioning and asking for something better and some meaning that should bloom out from our struggle, choices and mistakes.
and that we feel the presence of a distant destiny, that lingers too near.
words like his, played almost perfectly. music that do-breathe.
and again, may i remind myself, life is still a journey.
:)

~war of love is loving~

It's Time

ya Allah. Me n my plans!

28 in 2008. ada ong ka? hehe.according to one of my DA frens, in Chinese Horoscope, Monkey ppl will hv a rocky year this yr. ahahaha...
i dun care! im a rebellious horoscope reader. teehee.
tht means, im kicking the negative ones out, by turning it 360 degrees, or jst lmao.

my bdy was on the 18th. 18th. 28 yrs old. 2008.
beautiful March - coz its raining season in KL.
n oh how i LOVE rain.
i really do.
we Malaysians, can never have tht perfect wintery Sotto voce conversation with ourself.
or open the enveloping secrets and excitements of Autumn n Spring .

My beautiful plans. In this rainy season, races of flashes crashed in my mind.
I am happy as i can be.

With all my heart, I thank you all.
My long lost friends, close ones, cyber friends, and for sure loved ones.
For the thought n best wishes.
Tq WYNN for a blog entry for me. XX.
Tq NINA for singing the bdy song in sms from far away in Aberdeen.
TQ SYAHIDA for emailing me from Spore.For never forgetting me after 6mnhts in Astronomy together.
Tq ZUE for the lovely thought of spending the time wit me.

Bdy isnt a big deal like when im young. Since i hvnt really celebrate this day wit family, (4 years). This yr is different.
Y? coz my dearie nephew Apiq (3years old), all dressed up at home excited to come n see me on my bdy. awww...how can i say no to tht?
To my mum, who ordered special delivery of food frm Kuantan.
She made Steamboat for the bdy menu. (terharu)
My dad who managed to do spend time wit me, (b4 Golf of course..haha..) still, i love the time we had.
My relatives.
Especially, my Sister. Such a sweetheart. She is the mastermind behind the Big Gift.
My parents and her, bought me....my dream helper.
CANON EOS40D.
i never guess. which is y i didnt update this blog.
i jst dunno how to write this.
My bro went all the way too. He bought me a Lifecam for my pc. something he never did.

So 28 became something more.
With all the plans i do hv right now..more is inevitable.
the key is to work it out.
and i'll always feel blessed, even some things don't work out.
Hikmah learned.

So life up until now, hv been full of risings and downfalls.
My basket is overloaded.
I could hv written one complete book of my life.
Its time for a new basket. New beginnings.
Its time to really grow up.
and im glad to be. :)

Love with fresh eyes,
~ someone who managed to be true to the truth~

Sunburst Burst More than Incubus

yeah.did this.

surprisingly, Incognito got me excited first and in the mood for music. Positive, fun, pop, funky songs certainly one of the highlights for me tht night. My tenses, and negativity vibe, slowly went away as i dance away.Enjoying myself wit the crowd.

Sunburst started at 2pm, but i went there around 9pm.
Although, Incubus was the main reason im there, seeing John Legend singing Save Room was priceless too! I bet the girl who got picked personally by Mr.Legend, to slow dance wit him on stage cant sleep!hahaha...n..her name was Nisha!!! erk.

Then there was the graffiti thing, fire thing, wall thing, and Incubus rare song list.
Aqueous Transmission was the last song. Perfect.
My fav tht night, definitely wld be : Quicksand, Anna Molly, Warmth, Talk Shows of Mute.

Little extra when the crowd sang Happy Birthday to Ben. :)

Incubus ended nearly 2am and it was awesome. Money well spent.
Best of all, i met Loth! my long lost high school buddy! cool! as usual she had her "The Secrets" Tee on. (the exact tee like Brandon's)..hehe.

for more BUZZ on Incubus tht night, click this ->INCUBUS ONLINE VIEW

ere's shots of tht night.

since my vids tht nite is so few..so i wont upload it.hehe.

so next in line...Brandi Carlile! she'll be in OZ end of March and no tickets will fall from the sky for tht one.huhu..SO, next year or end of this year then. :)

XX
~someone who needs loads of hug at the moment~

Selfless Nanny McPhee

me n my bestie talked the all common issues of our life.
and the topic, Selfish came up.
n yes, i heard this many times, and am aware of the rational reason behind it.

that being selfish in certain cases is needed, even if we dont want to be.
in circumstances where, cruel to be kind i guess, kindness benefiting ourself.
in a way, it teaches other people around us to practice their self efficiency.
too much help, can teach us to learn to be weak. even though in my opinion, we all are not.

on the other hand, with the world as it is today, helping hands and hearts, are crucially needed.
self confidence and self esteem can easily be mistaken as selfish.
even confusing the possessor of this positive attitude.
coz sometimes, i see ppl get lost in showing how strong and self worthy ones are,
that they tend to see others as, lesser.

i jst watched Nanny McPhee for the 1st time, and i am caught in the genius literature,
and how genuine the story is.

Nanny McPhee incredible charisma
"There is something you should understand about the way I work.
When you need me but do not want me, then I must stay.
When you want me but no longer need me, then I have to go.
It's rather sad, really, but there it is."

I didnt get the 'sad line' part, until the end when she walked away in a content, accomplished, charismatic manner surrounded by snow which contradicts her black attire.
A little symbolism there.
But most importantly, she walk away full of Love, at the place she left behind, in that walking moment, and certainly-future.

The End, leaves me, reassuring myself, that selfless is beautiful and complete, when it is simply appreciated and nothing more.
Appreciation is the simplest thing in the world really.

I do know that we all experienced or soon will, that selfish in terms of situation is ok.
But I applaud and thanking, who could be more.

Who in my opinion, must be a magical creature or some kind.
A Nanny McPhee.

that with Nanny McPhee-ses,
LIFE is Beautiful-ler.

jealous of OZ

if my plan to be in Adelaide this yr has not been postponed,
than i could have go and see Brandi Carlile LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yup.i did put her up in my blog ere last time,but its her music.
It's like magnet.
keeps bringing u in. amazing.
i didnt really dig her infos or bios etc.
jst for the sake of her music, is enuff for me.
but today,for the 1st time,i checked her bandout in youtube.
the usual,radio appearances,interviews,tour vids, tht sort of stuff.

she's real,cool and humble and freakin awesome Live!
and yeah,i agree her smile actually lights a room.
she didnt believe in the whole follow ur heart and chase ur dream thing.
for her, what works, is the key.
she said tht the point of making music is to tour.to get as many humans attached to her music.
and tht is all.
she never even heard of the show Grey's Anatomy when her breakthrough to mainstream happens due to her single used in it.the band was bz touring.
afterwards, was when she knew tht the show also make a base for unheard artists.
only then,she got her Tivo, and did wat we all do. Series Marathon.

All of these lines across my face

Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
Yeah you do and I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth
Is hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
Oh yeah, it's true... I was made for you

p.s : i had a gr8 day yesterday! *wink*

Sunny Inside Me

got my tix!!! how abt u?
Incubus oh Incubus.
they love March around ere do they. my bdy month.
this bring back memories of my 1st ever Incubus Concert in Wellington, NZ - March 2004.
hmmm....still yummy. :)

i checked out John Legend songs. I do notice him. Never really care.
but now, SAVE ROOM, is one of my fav song now.
i listen to it, like 20 times in a row. damn good music.
have a go listening to him...you won't be disappointed.

~"pagi yang gelap, kini sudah terang...." Pagi Yang Gelap, HUJAN~

hah!March!

its March! it hit me..when i jst got my "bday card" ? frm JJ jst now.
cool coupons! Baskin Robbin, GSC, and what i really need, a discount for eye treatment!heck yeah!hehe..but 18 is still a long way.shooh shooh! haha.

i didnt mention earlier abt the minor surgery i had last Wed.
i got heel spurs.not sure the exact term is, coz i went to a really special surgeon. he studied both, the whole practitioner thing and he spent years in Indonesia and China to study traditional meds.
He's been around more than 6-10 yrs now.
And his patients is so multi-racial.
The day i had my surgery, there were 2 breast cancer chinese patient, 1 brain tumor indian patient, a malay woman with a nerve malfunction - surgery next to her left eye!
golden age ppl, and the normal diabetic,high blood pressure, heart problem, patients.
This doctor is like their last hope.

so yeah,i went through my 1st surgery.
it was painful but quick.no stitches.15mins after,i can walk but i had to rest or it will get swollen.
but it was worse when, the day after, i had a shivering fever.sigh.

now im much better,& i can't wait to start doing my things again. ;)
i'm ready.

"when i wake in the morning,i want to blow into pieces, i want more than just ok...."~MORE THAN FINE, SWITCHFOOT~

dear Horoscope

Predictions.

And here I am, choosing which Today's Horoscope that I'm gonna use to my advantage, happy and like about, or even a little proud.
muahahahahaha...

Look! Read! Here's what I had pick. (from Friendster's Horoscope)

The Bottom Line

Today, when you know you're right, you're right. Intellectual impulses are good.

In Detail

Today, when you know you're right, you're right! Your intellect is strong and focused right now, and it's going to give you a sixth sense about who's telling the truth, who's trying to hide the truth, and who is afraid of the truth! This type of knowledge could be a dangerous thing in the hands of lesser beings. But a superstar like you knows how to use your powers for good, not evil. You'll finally have the opportunity you've been waiting for to introduce two like-minded people.

there...silence. it made it sound so Heroic! doesnt it?haha.."powers for good,not evil". uuuu...

n yeah...everyone in the planet knows that Pisces = The Dreamer

but does everyone knows that this Piscesean is a Fighter?
which means, Im fighting my way for Concrete.

hehe.
xx a.k.a muah muah

currently singing to the song "Human" by Jon McLaughlin.
miss listening to it..
"afterall....we're only human...hurt instead of healing...."

Talking..im tired.

the thing about people speaking up is that...when many talks all it gives is noise.
i personally didn't truly believe that speaking up is needed more.
i do think listeners are way underrated.

we have eyes so we can see which perhaps can be helped with the words to explain.
but if we can be a true listener, then we can see, acknowledge to the extent that we do not need words to realize something.
an expression, body language, a vibe or aura or whatever the heck our 6th sense catch up...is the key.

we all have voices inside.some screams to be let out.
then again.should it?
words is a powerful tool. which means, speaking up about everything...even little annoying things are wasteful.

again,i adore people who speaks the truth.
i adore people who fight for something real.
but i only adore those who do it, after they listened to more than what's being meant to say.
a compact speaker with many stories to back em up.

so hence my thoughts that listeners should be praised.
that i do see you, everyday.

Rocked Out : Switchfoot in KL

i had a full Pre-SF day, with my lovely sis.
then met few friends for drinks.
Picked up Lya tht night too to spend the night at my home.

So 2nd Feb arrived, and somehow im nervous. heh.
So 4.30pm, we arrived at KL Convention Centre we're already at the back of the line.
my bestfren Zue, came at 6.30 and didnt believe the line is this long.cheh!
we got in...and proceed to the left stage, just below the waiting room.

2 bands instead of 1 played opening,with 4 songs each.
Love Me Butch wasnt that bad after all :)

Lovely moment no 1 :
i glanced up towards the big window of the waiting room, and i saw half of Chad's body!haha...
he was checking us out down ere.
I show him the peace sign!
and he replied back!!!
nice :)

Then, history took its steps.
Switchfoot came on stage. and...screeeeaaaaammmmssss....
I knew they're gonna be playing Oh!Gravity and Stars as the 1st two songs..so i ignore my cam and rocked myself out!
awesome 1st rush n im ready for more.

then came more of my fav tunes
This is Your Life, Gone, Politicians, Learning to Breathe, Dirty Second Hands, Only Hope, Meant to Live, Shadow Proves the Sunshine,We're Awakening
and specials of
My 'Malaysian' Dream
a lil Ella Ella Ella of Umbrella
+ a lil Beyonce
here are LINKS LINKS LINKS to my fav vids tht night :)
GONE
Jon say Hi to a fan cam+THIS IS YOUR LIFE+UMBRELLA+BEYONCE
ON FIRE

i sang along, jumped though my feet is killing me, hug everyone next to me, and enjoyed the music.
Jon was awesome, Chad was incredible,i couldnt fully appreciate Tim and Drew since they're almost out of my sight. But i was standing near the stage, near Jerome,who's amazing n looking humble all the way..now how did he do tht?hehe..

Lovely moment no 2 :
Then Jon came to the left during ON FIRE and beginning of AWAKENING, hopped on the crowd, and he's almost above me! He sang with us, holding on to few ppl for balance, even borrowed a camera from someone from the crowd,took a picture and gave it back. :)
I didnt take out my cam, i took in Jon's damn near view, ignoring the fact that im crammed by screaming ppl!hahaha..

i found the exact moment vid frm youtube, here's the link :
AWAKENING ON MY CROWD!!!
The crowd is hype all the way till the end.
Now and then, Jon gave out his heart words, phrases by phrases.
Now and then, i keep trying to capture Jon's attention to my Heart Shaped of my Fingers.
haha...with all the Big Signs these kids bring with???

Lovely moment no 3 :
but then during one of the last Jon's phrase, he was looking at my direction, and said the word "Hearts".dont remember exactly whats been said (due to the screamings)
i was stunned and immensely satisfied! :)

moving on to the encore is of course 'I Dare You To Move' :) check out the vid i took!
its shaky i know!but the audio is gr8 :)


After show, it was one of the best feeling to let my feet relax.
The autograph session is on, i couldnt bare myself to stand in line.
So snaps from the bar is enough.

So here's few of the shots i managed to take.(the rest is in my Picasaweb album)
Please note that i sacrificed taking more n better pictures, coz all i ever wanted to do there is to rock myself out!
and i did :)

Mellow Jon

Jon Foreman


Jon's killing it


in 'I Heart KL' Tee


Chad & Drew

and these are shots taken by ZUE

"freeze!!!"

autograph session, now i can see TIM!!!

there's loads of vids on this night in YouTube. go n hv a look & hv fun!

but they didnt play the song "24" :(

Soul Fashion Seeker's Mumbling

i was restless all day.
i felt desperate for space to breathe the fire out of me.
i realize 30 mins ago that i simply need to write.

thoughts occur to me these past few days.
having everything is great of course but it should teach us the meaning of lost.
i say it should coz i had seen people.

that we put love not on people but love itself.
we make love as exclusive as possible to parade to the world how glorious it is to have it.
and to be in love is enough to justify any means.
and that love is bound to follow certain class.
and that love isn't border less.

i learned the bigger ways to love.
to love the people..not owning the love itself.
in some ways,i grew to be one who have so much love inside me, that it keeps growing as i cared less of myself.
only then i truly see how much i love myself even more.

it's not the clothes i wear, nor the makeup i fixed upon my face.
it is not the knowledge that i seek for myself.
it is not the dreams i wish every night.
it is not the things i wanted to buy.
it is not about seeing myself smiling in the mirror and look happy.

it's about affecting change to others.
it's about us standing together in balance.
that we are equally free within our forms, body & soul to be exactly, ourself.
that we need not hide from the world.
that we should never ever need to ask for anything.

when all we are...are givers.
and everybody wins.
cause we never ever have to be unsatisfied.
imagine...

so the more i care for the people around me, i found myself.
that i am capable of so much more than just loving myself,family and friends.
can u say that for yourself?
can u say that you are a hero in your own way coz you own this massive capability to affect change?
i believe u can.
if you're selfless.
can u?

future holds this simple fact that materialization had somehow blur the image of basic human touch.
we put up walls around us all the time.
cause people could not be trusted.
i think it is because we cant handle the negativity.
we are weak.
imagine..
if all the bad things thrown at you, you find a way to accept it and turn it around.
that you managed to fix everything,
not because you need it but because you want to change the thrower.
you grew wiser and more.

its damn hard i know to put up a smile in front of misery.
its human nature to feel sad at times.
i just think that the world have its fair share of tragedy and disaster.
we dont need the people to do the same as well, no matter how bad life maybe.

tq for reading,
~the perfect soul fashion seeker~

Here's to the Real Night

i just like to dedicate this song to everyone in this planet.

To those who are like me,wishing at night that the stars will always show itself.
That i wish, that we all will feel grateful every night.
That the dark of the night is lighten everyday by what you did when the sun comes up.
No matter how little or simple, big task you full filled, people you annoyed and smiled at, at angry times you had and mistakes you've made.
That despite it all, i wish you still have your heart sings.
Cause sometimes, choices arent picked, choices are made for us.
Like the day we will die.
Like the person we will marry.
Like the day we are born.
Still, enjoy every night.Cause you breathed that day before tonight.
And the breathing part is always real.

~loads of love :)

So denied, so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again

Are you willing to be had?
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go

Don't let me let you go

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Too soon
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Song : Here's to the Night
Band : EVE 6

Improvement Pt 2 : Myself

a.k.a Changing Life Lane.

FIRST A SONG TO SHARE!(coz this time my babbling is soo long!)

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Here's to the Night
by EVE 6

So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

c/0
Here's to the nights we felt alive

Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon Put your name on the line along with place and time Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well All my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
EVE 6 WEBSITE HERE

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this weekend has past. My parents arrived safely home yesterday evening frm Spore n im so glad i cooked. coz my dad ate like its the most delicious meal in the world! and tht made me smile :)

i might have mention about Bags in Spore, and apparently my mum bought one for me!!!
i specifically told her not to, if we can buy it here. But she bought them anyway and its a pair - a grunge bag + its matching purse. Even i never get a matching pair ever.haha...its wonderful!
its the latest Guess bag with silver black n silver strand and gorgeous satin silk inside.
smile :)

right after dinner, the ladies in this house went out to Tesco Ampang. n again my mum, bought me n my sisters jewellery + clothes!
I totally love the bracelet i got.
I asked the seller what kind of stone is it?
I didnt really care actually..but as soon as i tried it..it felt cooler on my wrist.Weirdly,felt a lil calmer.So i ask without much thought.
She told me its made from Cat's Eye Stone which is less harder than Jade.
Oooohhh....(no idea)

I googled it jst now.
Apparently Cat's Eye Stone is some kind of a healer stone, used for health of the mind not body which sometime leads to heatlhy, wealthy and good luck. And harmful if used unwisely.
HUH?...........the magical healing power of stones.?.
something i so don't know anything about but has been used in medically practice for since ancient time.

I saw on E! once, that celebrities that are involved during Oscar night, will be given each a luxurious room 2 weeks before the event to "prepare". And it includes Diamond Healing!
The diamond is so expensive that it has one of the highest quality of aura healing.
Hah! anything for beauty huh?!

interesting but i dont really care much really.
but if you do, here's a link http://www.orissagems.com/cats_eye.htm
i do love my bracelet though. :)

moving along...tooooooooooo EBAY MALAYSIA.
its ok i think. i registered and bought a set of Buffy Season 8 comics and (i think) a fake Anya "I'm Not A Plastic Bag" grocery bag.
READ THIS LINK : BAG SNOB

After researching, apparently bag addicts are real. They have websites n everything. I read a guideline from an Ebay er, about how to spot a fake Anya grocery bag.
Mine was almost perfect except the rope on the strand.
It's insane really that such a good idea is now delivered in a materialistic way.
Why make a statement when the action (which in this case..wearing a designer bag to parade its genuine thought) is controlled. High-price.US$45-US$200.Limited bags are made. Pre-orders. Limited purchase each person.
Which in the end, leads to....imitations.
And caused more trouble. Negative ones when the ebay sellers lied and sell fake with authentic price.
What's more sad, is that wearing fake is considered a crime contributor.
It lower the users standard as no genuine fashion sense, n no respect of the ownership of the maker.

If it does, does that mean owning a print poster of paintings of Da Vinci's, is low taste of art?
No respect?
If a painting can be reproduce.
Why cant a bag?
It all came down to Money and the idea of Materialism and its Rules.doesnt it?
If u hate fake...make more.coz dhuh! a bag can be reproduce many times and still have the same quality.
A painting with the exact quality?Are u insane?
Perhaps in this case, limitations create that pure, divine aura...?

What i could see is this particular bag is like a billboard sign.
Few here and there to be seen and read.
So i understand the reason behind it.
It's a gr8 idea.
So people we don't need Anya's bag to support this.
but since Anya's also doing it as in a fashion sense way, it becomes that.
Fashion.
Which is art but also leads to Materialism.
In artistic point of view, she achieved the genius use of Material to express positivity.
Kudos.

Last weekend is a good one.
Im glad.
More packing to do now.
Till i have more enthusiasm to write...

~ positive thinker.

Home Improvement Part 1

got my copy of Jan FEMALE magz nxt to me now- unopen.
my face screams for attention - a facial appointment will be in order soon.
my Nineteen Minutes book by Jodi Picoult - is currently marked on page 42 with the used Peter Pan Muscial tickets since...erm..lets see....a week!
and i bought a mic for my PC.

so far,my study plans is in motion but its as slow as my dying passion.*sigh*
its been hectic these past 2 weeks.
a new niece! n finally her name is now Daniala Isabella.
my charming nephew name is Danial Irfan.
(oh i miss him).

Irfan left me with GERMS!again..i took care of him for a week while my sis in law is resting after the labour. as usual, its a delicate time for her,so she needs to be taken care of.
while she's at her home in ampang, im ere at home, with irfan.
thank goodness, he can sleep with me,listens to me, played wit me..n most importantly, he's been an angel.
except the germs part.which is actually the maid's fault. she got sick (dunno where she got it from)..and passed it to irfan....nnnnnnnn...then me.
its not a surprise actually..cause since last year..the only time i was sick was when irfan got sick first.

besides being the best aunt in the world!hahaha...ive been bz home planning and designing.
so many renovations in the list,from rooms,kitchen,landscaping and refurbishing the wall parts,incl a swimming pool (this idea totally came to me after i visited Mukh's hse in Taman Enstek).its fun except that it all needed to be done by end of this month!!!

and yet here i am blogging.actually,fun time is filled with facebook-ing.
coz reading is tiring,drawing is hard coz im inspiration-less at the moment,tv is boring,and shopping is time consuming.

managed to watched Grey's yesterday.MY GOD! Seth Green's bursting blood all over the place!!!waaaa.....shocked.didnt see tht coming.hahaha..
cant wait for Smallville n Supernatural's latest.huhu..

i...........'ll stop ere.
what song to share today...hmmm..hmm....nope..cant think of one.

Time Chaser,
~ one who needed a fabulous time with herself.

ps : ive been recording my singing....wakakaka...it sounds...erm...not like me?!?#@!??

More than Fine! oh yeah.

im going to Switchfoot concert this Feb 2nd!yes!one of my fav band.how lucky am i?so thts one thing to look forward too. so now ive been filling up my system with Switchfoot. though i dont call myself the 'FootSoldiers'.haha...

i want to dedicate to all this blog readers...
i hope they will play this Live.
the song 'More Than Fine'
Album : the Beautiful Letdown (2003) - which i think is the best album :)

hv fun ppl & keep up looking towards the sun though it hurts a bit :)

here's 2 version , the album version + the video (studio session)

When I wake in the morning, I want to blow into pieces.

I want more than just ok, more than just ok.
When I'm up with the sunrise I want more than just blue skies.
I want more than just ok, more than just ok.

I'm not giving up, giving up, not giving up now.
I'm not giving up, giving up, not backing down.

More than fine, more than bent on getting by.
More than fine, more than just ok.

When I'm lit with the sunrise. I want more than just a good time.
I want more than just ok, more than just ok. I

'm not giving up, giving up, not giving up now.
I'm not giving up, giving up, not selling out.

More than fine, more than bent on getting by.
More than fine, more than just ok.
More than fine, more than bent on getting by.
More than fine, more than just ok.

More than oceans away from the dawn.
More than oceans away from the dawn.
More than oceans away from who we are
More than oceans, more than oceans, yeah.

More than fine, more than bent on getting by.
More than fine, more than just ok.
More than fine, more than bent on getting by.
More than fine, more than just ok.