LostinSpace Collection has moved!

my "babies" got a new home. ^_^
soon, my poem blog Write to Breathe will be too. just don't know how to present that yet.
so it looks like only LifeSongs left with Blogger.
---> LostinSpace Collection

~ on a roll

so Followers?

so i've been playing with the idea of permanently closing this blog.
just because i'm having too much fun in Tumblr. haha.
but i got 1 follower today. a default follower! i think.
so like Twitter and Tumblr, Blogger have this too. kinda cool. so Rethinking?
i'll see how it goes.
but still, here i can babble all i want. cause i want to keep my tumblr clean and artistic.
meh. still there's babbling there too. gosh can't help it.

anyway, just want to share the song for today.
go here-- > CATALYST by ANNA NALICK

~ o^_^o catching invincible butterflies

ain't no love like the one i got

7:49am 9.4.09 wake up song ---> Brand New Start by Little Joy


~ juicy fresh moments of ideas

16, 1996 Marina Hotel, Las Vegas ^_^

click links for the fuss! ^_^

*tumblr post: Mar 31,2009*

--->ACDC - If You Want Blood ( You've Got It)<---

~ memories fade, sometimes

HAPPY 29th!!!!

Good Morning gorgeous beings! ^_^ ---> nysheart expressaway

~ time off!

Tumblr Rocks

i know at least one of my friend has one. anyone else? ^_^

hot weekend

Kuantan is so hot! literally.
anyway, the last post of Ladyhawke i forgot to mention a few things about the vid.
1. the video use "watercolor" medium, which i am studying right now.
2. she's driving, I heart driving.
coincidence? hehe.

~ hate unpacking.

remembeR err err?

remember UBER? the site i was excited about few months ago?
huge bummer when it was shut down.

now I am a Tumblr.
born today.
excited with all the potentials.

check it out : http://nysheart.tumblr.com/

~ scribblings.

Mode : Fresh

Kelly Clarkson : my life would suck without you

~ after all, restart, refresh, different.

Headache

am tired of people who use the word "I" in everything they do.
please, you're not alone in this universe!
so Open Your Damn Eyes.
sheesh.

~ controlled selfishness.

10000 or ...

or a million, it doesn't matter.
i have made peace.
picked up the brushes, terrified then excited, then in awe.
how did that came out?

Song for Today, 10000 Stones by Adrianne.

My days are filled with mistakes
Some that I didn't make
I carry them around
Some people don't feel a thing
Some kind of blissful dream
Wish I could live that now
oh I wish I could live that now

10,000 stones hanging
deep in my heart
no I don't know how they
don't tear me apart
how could I ever believe
10,000 stones would build
the best of me.

I've seen a lot in my life
I've seen two wrongs make a right
When everything was crashing
I know that you got your plans
You're always taking your stand
But I was only asking
No I was never asking for

who knows what you think of me now
knowing sooner or later
the truth would come out
but I don't want to look back
don't want to look back to

10,000 stones hanging deep in my heart
no I don't know how they don't tear me apart
how could I ever believe
10,000 stones would save the fool in me
10,000 stones would be a strange blessing
10,000 stones would build the best of me

~ today is going to be Brilliant. (everyday)

What do I do?

I can't let myself sleep.
One reason was the new idea I thought of on the drive way home.
That always happens. My ideas comes naturally while driving and about to sleep state.
Another reason, I'm kinda hungry but lazy to move and find anything.
So I am writing.

"What do I do?" oh boy, how can I ever answer that Q in short sentences.
My common answer would be - nothing, only at home.(which i use everytime)
"Only" at home sounds like nothing isn't it?
Well, I think that's what people think anyway.
Then again, I don't know what people think.
And people don't really know What I do.
But the real Q is, does everyone really wants to know?
Should I share it anyway to fill the empty spaces?
Or should I continue giving the same answer?

I never really care what people think about me.That's who I am.
But I care about the thoughts of who I care about.
Last month, I met up with an old friend.
In 2 years, that was the 1st time ever I told mostly everything what I do.
and it turns out? it was so much that after we pay our parking tickets, we still talk at the parking lot. haha.I guess, my sheltered answers have + and - outcome.

oh well, 2009 is here. I truly felt relieved! "A specific date" will never ever exist anymore.Yey!
To sum it up, 2007&2008 is the 'transition' phase.
While going through the process,

I read. A LOT. sometimes at cafes.
(my money mostly spent for books & i joined Shelfari Book community)
I write. Not as much as I read. (and yes including short stories & fictions)
I listen to people's stories because it's priceless and for me to draw inspiration to create one.
(maybe that's why strangers often ask me things)
I study on my own on photography, literature, art history, the business in photography, interior, design softwares and continue exposing myself with the art world community,galleries,sites & blogs. Learning from the experts. I go to the libraries sometimes.
I continue jotting down ideas in my sketch books.
I recently started to paint with watercolor.
I enjoy spending time in Polyvore & Deviantart.
I follow many TV Series.
I have wardrobe makeover about twice a year.
I always find new song to listen & share.
I do house chores Everyday (physical & emotional needs)
I take care of my sick brother (shower,food and accompany)
I lay down strict rules on certain things (like my sister's study schedule, my nephews sleeping curfew& breakfast, prayers)
I surveyed a lot of Universities and Courses, but still undecided.
I begun to have a dream to open an Art Gallery/art business.
I traveled to NZ and UK.
I have shares in family business.
I have a house. (err..i think so..lol)
I am a member of Glokal Koperasi.
I am a certified beauty&spa practitioner.
I sell Mary Kay cosmetics. (helping my mum)
I have many opportunities to work but it was never the right time.
I hang out with my friends. They kept me sane.
I jogged sometimes and badly want to play netball.
I love my new home area, Putrajaya, simply because it's very peaceful & that's rare. I like to open my window and sit with my feet outside and think.
I or my brother go to Ampang (our old house) every Saturday and picked up our house helper, buy nasi lemak Abg Ramli Sarip & burger ayam cheese.
I teach and draw with my nephews whenever they want to, like a teacher. (usually they ask me to draw things for them like Ben 10,Ultraman or Joker! lol)
I take them out too sometimes to KLCC Kinokunya and sit with them at the children book section until we're tired.
I take care of the family car.
I had a heel surgery.
I was an MC for the 1st time in my life at PWTC under a public event.
I buy CDs and Buffy the Vampire Slayers comics from the same seller from ebay everytime. :)
I have an autographed Andrew Belle's EP which he signed upon my request before sending it to me from the US. ^_^
...
all i can say is that, i have all these routines & events filling up my life.
i juggle everything. one thing for sure, my life was NEVER BORING.
i wake up, family then myself, others then i sleep.
So if people ask me what I do?
I answered, "only at home".
Because that is one big world in my book - the people in it needed me as much as i needed them.

2009 is going to be something new again.
despite everything i do, i want to do more.i will continue exploring my creative sides.
continue reading, studying,painting.
I LOVE MY LIFE. as simple as it seems or as complicated as reality bitings,
to know what I do?
i'm only at home.doing nothing much. :)

~ feels good to open up a bit.

Lost

was I?
maybe. it's a possibility.
What am I talking about?
the Past.
Sometimes, people who are a sensitive radar like me, tend to think about the Past more than I should.
For me, it's just about remembering the struggle I've had overcome, defining what I am Today and what I am capable to be Tomorrow.
Sometimes, I surprise myself.
So, No regrets.

Since all the TV shows actors are on holiday and all the program start next year.
So I've picked the show LOST.
I've never seen it.
So far, it's so good. I understand why people like it.
The survivals, struggles, hard decisions, the haunting past, the magical island that holds an unknown territory - all in extreme situation.
I think it's brilliant.
But I'm still on Season 1 episode 15.
And Evangeline Lily is gorgeous :)

Besides Lost,
I found this phrase from Polyvore and I think it's hilarious! LOL

Sparkle you fool, Sparkle! hahahaha..it's going to be a classic.

~ my way, all the way ~

Blank Month

December is ending.
No post at all huh?
I could write my philosophies according to what I learned, (which I did but decided not to post them).
So here it is. New post.

Dear coming Maal Hijrah and 2009,
Alhamdulillah for the possibility of loving the life given.
Even after the deep battle, I am still here.
And I wish to share my glorifying moment of thought.
From now until the end, my friends, I want to continue loving.
And keep what matters, matter.
Thank You for choosing to fit in my little world.
It's a blessing not to live alone.
(this also goes especially to the Deviantart Community, I heart you guys!)

"The measure of love is to love without measure" - author unknown. (anyone knows?)

dedicating 'YOU' by Take That from their new album The Circus.


~ one and only, with all my heart ~

Find a way to smile

I was sick yesterday.
Got treated well. My dad gave me his medicine, eaten McD Chicken Porridge and got a heart shaped strawberry cake from my mom.
Even my adorable nephew Irfan, made my day ^_^.
I'm ok now. Still got the flu though.

Yey!!! Congratz to DREW! for making his TV debut on 90210 with 'I'll Be Your Breeze' !!! n yes! I already own that EP with his signature!
Wonderful!

Here's a song from a Polyvore friend that cheered me up.
Enjoy! Pappa..para pappappa!

Artist : Pearl and the Puppets
Song : Because I Do



~ only you have the power to believe ~

Helo November. I'm on my Way.

Abstract linked more with the spirit rather than the physical interpretation.
I decided to look into artworks representing that - just for fun -
a change in the wind!

Have a lovely Nov people.
Here's something cool to look forward to ( besides TWILIGHT ) :

The Spirit
by Frank Miller

~ brainstorming

Clap Your Hands, Come On

Feels good to be together ain't it?
With loved ones...and even you with your beloved self. ^_^

Due to Eid Mubarak, overseas friends came home for a quick visit.
A grown up destiny.
An ascending goodbye moments with hugs and kisses.
Dad went to Portugal.
Even damn Uber.com had to go! (miss you...)
Goodbye..Bye-Bye..Adios..Kak Eera's Sayonara!

The beauty behind these leaves is the new tomorrow it will bring.
Will I ever get to see Take That live?
Will I ever go to Paris?
Will I travel the Middle East?
Will I get slimmer? (lol)
Will I succeed in what I learn?
Will I love life like the present?

Many worries. Many thoughts. Many hopes. Many happiness.
This moment of "Will I"
Let's celebrate the privilege to do so.

Song : Rock&Roll ( OST Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants 2 )
Artist : Eric Hutchinson

He’s been waiting around for the weekend
Figuring which club to sneak in
Fancy drinks and fifty-dollar cover charge
Lately it’s been a big hassle
Heineken and New Castle
So make sure he’s fitting in and living large
Disregard the lies that he will tell
and what he’s probably like 'cause
It's not hard his charm is gonna
Get him through the night

CHORUS
If he wants to rock he rocks
If he wants to roll he rolls
He can roll with the punches
Long as he feels like he’s in control
If he wants to stay he stays
If he wants to go he goes
He doesn’t care how he gets there
Long as he gets somewhere he knows oh no
ah na na na na na na na na na na na
ah na na na na na na na na na na na

See her heavy make up and cut t-shirt
Every girl out wants to be her
But they look the same already why adjust
Reading the magazine secrets
Forgetting the topical regrets
If she comes home all alone the nights a bust
It’s a must the swivel in her hips
And the look she gives
It’s all her trust if only in the morning
She knew where she lived

CHORUS
'Cause If she wants to rock she rocks
If she wants to roll she rolls
She can roll with the punches
Long as she feels like she’s in control
If she wants to stay she stays
If she wants to go she goes
She doesn’t care how she gets there
Long as she gets somewhere she knows oh no
ah na na na na na na na na na na na
ah na na na na na na na na na na na

And in a wink they’re on the brink
From drink to drink and at the bar
With cash to blow
From shot to shot it’s getting hot
Advance the plot to see how far
It’s gonna go
All depends so ditch the friends
And grab a cab
Another chance for cheap romance
Doesn’t count cause the room is spinning
Nothing to lose tonight they both are winning
And they fall in love as they fall in bed
They sing

CHORUS
If they want to rock they rock
If they want to roll they roll
They can roll with the punches
Long as they feel like they're in control
If they want to stay they stay
If they want to go they go
They don’t care how they get there
Long as they get somewhere they know oh no
ah na na na na na na na na na na na (till close)

~ rock life hard! ~

UBERism

http://www.uber.com Im hooked.

Its a website maker.super easy.great features.
Initially, its made by artists concerned in making a space for artists to post their works.
Be it, Photography, Style, Magazine, Fashion, Lifestyle. etc.
Pretty cool huh?
Wanna be Malaysia's own 'Gossip Girl' ???
Or you think you have a knack for Latest Fashion?
Or you're a Car Freak. Obsessed with design & functionality.
Or create an online Portfolio.

You can also, share your vacation pictures, or Original Recipe? anything.

But in Uber, you can make it look artistic,your own.

I joined in to create a basis as an amateur photographer.
But after exploring the potential, I'd say I love to post anything interesting around me.
Be it, my family, friends updates!, current fav color?
or
continuing LIFESONGS!!!
maybe this blog will end soon.
maybe not.

I haven't finished mine. Looong way to go. But if you want to check it out.
here's the link http://nysh.uber.com/twinkles
ask me for Password. ^_^

~ Uberfectious ~

Black Out + EP of Lights

Start.
There were lights in the night.
Then there was dark.
Last 2 days, it happened.
Black out.

Fell asleep after maghrib prayer, then woke up at 8.55pm coz the storm cuts out the electricity.
So i woke up, sleepily, to the bathroom, waa..not that dark actually. The street lights comes in from the window.
Washed my face.
And went down and joined the rest of my family on our 'blackout party'. Hang out.Talk.Drink.etc.
Irfan takot guruh rupenye! awwww...

20 mins later.
I can see clearly again.

Then, my mom passed me my mail today.

The EP has arrived from the US.
All Those Pretty Lights is in my hands.
Thanks Drew for signing the EP for me!!!!!!
End.

~ in receiving cycle ~

Raya Shopping Officially Done!

I hope..!!? errr...though looks like my mum took out her old list out. aiyak! of course, it was my own fault in the beginning not to settle everything earlier.
still life shouldn't be a bullet train ride everyday right. i need to be a sail boat once in a while. just waiting for the storm to come. and then, battle the raging sea so that afterwards, i can have victory moments and cheers! :)

the past week, i've been settling the Aidilfitri list for me and my family. That includes, my parents, my brothers, my sis, and my nephews. Looks like this raya i played the Dresser, the Merchandiser, the the..ermm..ermm...personal shopper? whatever it's called, i'm that.
I chosed KL to shop instead of Damansara for once. Mainly because it only took me 20 mins to reach KLCC with the new highway compared to 3 hours on LDP from Puchong to Uptown Damansara!!! INSANE bukan?
I hit Pavilion (convenient betul!), KLCC, Berjaya Times Square,Lot 10, Ampang Park, Ampang Point even Danau Kota (sampai tp tak jadik coz orang mcm semut!)
All within 3 days! Giler ah. (slang irfan) ngeh2.
Sgt lama tak shopping! well, if count out UK la coz I "HAVE" to.

I wish all my friends and readers who stopped by,
SALAM AIDILFITRI and MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.
Ikhlas dari sanubari ku. Maafkan semua salah silap saya ye? :)

Interesting peculiar events and coincidences happened to me during Ramadhan.
Things that I noticed without wanting or intent to. The signals and dreams. By now, I've used to the idea of universe showing signals and that my 6th sense is quite strong. Merely, signals are just the invincible connection of our entangled lives. I just need to figure out what it is. As usual.

Here's one story.
I wrote before UK that I was in a small accident. So when i was in UK, my dad's driver settled Estima. My mom made sure everything inside was cleaned before that. When I got back from UK, Estima was delivered back to us, fixed and totally washed inside and out.
That was 4 weeks ago.
Yesterday, i picked Lya from Ampang, and as soon as she sit next to me, she screamed!
There laid at her feet, an Avon Lipliner!LOL.
She told me that it was hers and that she's been looking for it since MAY! the last time we had a function @ PWTC.
Note, it wasnt mine, it wasnt my family's.
Then I thought, how weird that this thing just appeared out of nowhere. And that its Lya's?
Rezeki Lya kn.... :)

I've uploaded some more photos into my Deviantart.
I'm writing kad raya too..lama tak buat.
My family will be in Mersing for raya, as usual. But maybe not Terengganu for the 1st time :(

Safe journey everyone!
Take care!

~ apiqness + irfanness ~